||[Sep. 17th, 2005|09:31 pm]
ewwww, i have no social skills.|
i don't know whats wrong with me, because i find myself wanting to try to be like other people just because i think it will make people want to be friends with me. i dont know, i just wish i was a little popular with people, like i wish some people knew who i was.
but i really like who i am, or at least i do in some weird way. i just think that the world isn't ready for me. like, i dont know, i don't click with many people. maybe i just need a self esteem boost.
well, i think i should just lose some weight and get some new clothes. that would seroiusly help a lot, because i haven't purchased an article of clothing for like 2 years. i have two pairs of jeans, which i bought in 2003. same with my shoes.
i really need to motivate myself to lose weight. i don't think working will help, cuz i keep drinking soda.